So, as the title says, I got this new job. Not exactly what I applied for but I was given the impression at my interview that it was a step up the proverbial career ladder. How wrong I was. I am unhappy, I have nothing to work with and the criticism is not that constructive.
Feeling pretty pissed off about it all at the moment. I put my heart and soul into it and have got nothing in return.
I feel used for the first time in 15 years. Pretty close to throwing in the towel to be honest. It's affecting my whole life, soul, being. I'm too old to deal with that.
My problem is that I got daughter #1 a job there too and I feel my negativity is rubbing off on her. She may or may not enjoy it but it's a horrible atmosphere to begin with anyway.
The moral of the story is that my dream job seemed to have, somehow, turned into a nightmare. I was a happier person without it.
Laters. x
